{"id":31,"date":"2005-06-29T11:11:40","date_gmt":"2005-06-29T09:11:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wp.mehmetcanyuece.com\/2005\/06\/29\/mektup-say-3\/"},"modified":"2005-06-29T11:11:40","modified_gmt":"2005-06-29T09:11:40","slug":"mektup-say-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/mektup-say-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Mektup \/ Say\u0131 3"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class='booster-block booster-read-block'>\n                <div class=\"twp-read-time\">\n                \t<i class=\"booster-icon twp-clock\"><\/i> <span>Read Time:<\/span>5 Minute, 42 Second                <\/div>\n\n            <\/div><p><strong><\/p>\n<div align=\"center\"><strong>&Ouml;ZG&Uuml;R NA\u011eMELER&#8230;<\/strong> <\/div>\n<p><\/strong><\/p>\n<div align=\"right\"><strong>Sema Sultan<\/strong> <\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"left\">\n<div align=\"justify\">\u0130\u015fte yine bir bahar geldi. Havada leylak kokusu var. Pencereyi a&ccedil;t\u0131m. Uzak kentin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g&ouml;ky&uuml;z&uuml;nde arad\u0131m. Ama g&ouml;ky&uuml;z&uuml; karanl\u0131kt\u0131. Oysa Mart ay\u0131nda y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 olmal\u0131yd\u0131. U&ccedil;suz bucaks\u0131z sevdam\u0131zda arad\u0131m bizim y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Ve sizleri d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nd&uuml;m. Kahramanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131&#8230;<\/div>\n<p><\/div>\n<p> <!--more--> <\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Sizleri do\u011fan\u0131n g&uuml;zellikleriyle, y\u0131ld\u0131zlarla tasvir etmi\u015ftik. O nedenle bir &ccedil;ocuk safl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ar\u0131yorum p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131z\u0131. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z bu gece a\u015fkla parlamal\u0131yd\u0131lar. Yava\u015f bir sesle bir t&uuml;rk&uuml; m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131yorum. K&uuml;rt gen&ccedil;lerini m&uuml;cadeleye &ccedil;a\u011f\u0131ran bir t&uuml;rk&uuml;yle hayallere dal\u0131yorum. Gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ismini bilmedi\u011fim bir ku\u015f &ouml;t&uuml;yor. Sesi &ccedil;ok g&uuml;zel. Gizemli. \u0130nsan\u0131n i&ccedil;ine huzur veren duru bir ses&#8230;<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Birden akl\u0131ma Feq&icirc; Teyran geliyor. Bana bu kadar b&uuml;y&uuml;leyici gelen bu ses acaba Feq&icirc; Teyran&rsquo;n\u0131n pe\u015fine d&uuml;\u015ft&uuml;\u011f&uuml; ku\u015fa ait olmas\u0131n? \u015eansl\u0131 hissediyorum kendimi. Herkes kendi b&uuml;y&uuml;s&uuml;n&uuml; kendisi yarat\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. G&uuml;zellikleri hissetmek, onun b&uuml;y&uuml;s&uuml;ne kap\u0131lmak, anlamland\u0131rmak ve yaratmak da bir bak\u0131ma insan\u0131n eme\u011fine, yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 de\u011fil mi? T\u0131pk\u0131 senin yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi Sema yolda\u015f. &Ouml;zg&uuml;rle\u015fmek ve m&uuml;cadele ba\u011f\u0131 &uuml;zerinde d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nd&uuml;\u011f&uuml;m bu g&uuml;nlerde s\u0131k s\u0131k i&ccedil; tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131ma konuk oluyorsun. &Ouml;zg&uuml;rle\u015fmenin b&uuml;y&uuml;s&uuml;nde yol alan kad\u0131n yolda\u015flar\u0131mdan esinlenmem, onlardan &ouml;\u011frenmeye &ccedil;al\u0131\u015fmam kadar do\u011fal bir \u015fey olamaz! Seni daha g&uuml;&ccedil;l&uuml; anlamak istiyorum. O hi&ccedil; bitmeyen co\u015fkunun s\u0131rr\u0131na birlikte erelim istiyorum. <\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Biliyorsun sevgili Sema, Feq&icirc; Teyran de bir aray\u0131\u015f&ccedil;\u0131yd\u0131. &Ouml;mr&uuml;n&uuml; bir g&uuml;zel sesin s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 &ccedil;&ouml;zmeye adam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Her devrimci de daha g&uuml;zelin, daha iyinin ve soylu de\u011ferlerin pe\u015finde de\u011fil mi? Aray\u0131\u015f, y&uuml;rek zenginli\u011fiyle ba\u015flar. Senin g&uuml;zelli\u011fin, amac\u0131n, y&uuml;rek vuru\u015flar\u0131n ayn\u0131 zamanda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerdedir de. Sema yolda\u015f\u0131m, soyutlama yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, sizleri ula\u015f\u0131lmaz katlara oturttu\u011fumu d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nmeni istemem. Seni y\u0131ld\u0131zlarda aramam ise mistizme, idealizme ait bir \u015fey de\u011fil. Halkalara &ouml;nderlik edenler hep \u0131\u015f\u0131k sa&ccedil;arlar, t\u0131pk\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131zlar gibi. Benimki yaln\u0131zca y\u0131ld\u0131zlara t\u0131rmanmay\u0131 ba\u015faranlar\u0131n ger&ccedil;e\u011fini dile getirmek. Sana &ldquo;Newroz G&uuml;l&uuml;m&uuml;z&rdquo; demi\u015ftik. Sevda ve kavga &ccedil;i&ccedil;e\u011fine benzetilmek seni &ccedil;ok sevindirmi\u015fti. Biliyorum abart\u0131y\u0131 sevmezsin. Kavramlar, tasvirler ger&ccedil;e\u011fi sade bir g&uuml;zellikle tan\u0131mlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda anlaml\u0131 olur. Ya\u015fasayd\u0131n en ba\u015fta &ldquo;Tanr\u0131&ccedil;a&rdquo; kavram\u0131n\u0131 sen sorgulard\u0131n. Sen insan\u0131 basit yanlar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131 g&ouml;rmeyen devrimci sosyalist bir kad\u0131nd\u0131n. Hele &uuml;lkesinin devrime olan ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131 g&ouml;ren bir sava\u015f&ccedil;\u0131 olarak &ldquo;Bar\u0131\u015f&ccedil;\u0131 tanr\u0131&ccedil;as\u0131&rdquo; tan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 asla kabul etmezdin&#8230;<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Sevgili Sema, y&uuml;z&uuml;m&uuml; &ccedil;evirdim, g&ouml;ky&uuml;z&uuml;n&uuml; seyrediyorum. Herkes bakar. Ama bir de bakt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 duyumsamak vard\u0131r. Vivaldi gibi mevsimlerin sesini yaratmak, &ccedil;i&ccedil;eklerin dilini okumak, co\u015fmak, a\u015fk\u0131 zirvelerde ya\u015famak vard\u0131r. T\u0131pk\u0131 sesin gibi. Herkes duyar, ama bir de ta derinlerden gelen sesleri duymak, suskun bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131, &ccedil;\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 okumak vard\u0131r, tarih bilinciyle. Mezopotamyal\u0131lar\u0131n seslerine kulak vermek vard\u0131r. T\u0131pk\u0131 senin gibi&#8230;<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Sevgili Can Yolda\u015f\u0131m, bir de anlamak vard\u0131r. Mazlumlar\u0131, Zekiyeleri, &ouml;zg&uuml;rle\u015fmenin ge&ccedil;ti\u011fi yolu&#8230; Senin anlamak i&ccedil;in nas\u0131l b&uuml;y&uuml;k bir m&uuml;cadele verdi\u011fini biliyoruz. Hata yapmaktan korkmayan, eksikliklerini kabul eden, ama bir daha tekrar etmeyen atak ki\u015fili\u011finin tan\u0131\u011f\u0131y\u0131z. &Ccedil;ocuklu\u011funda dinledi\u011fin Leyla Qasim&rsquo;\u0131n cesaretinden nas\u0131l etkilendi\u011fini de&#8230;<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda seni d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;yorum. Seven biri olarak, sevgi dolu bir y&uuml;re\u011fi anlamaya &ccedil;al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. A\u015fk\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 yans\u0131m\u0131\u015f mahcup g&ouml;zler canlan\u0131yor ve heyecan\u0131n\u0131 hissediyorum. Seni d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;n&uuml;yorum. O g&uuml;zel sesinle K&uuml;rt klasiklerini duyarak s&ouml;yleyi\u015fini. &ldquo;K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 G&uuml;l Demet Demet&rdquo;, &ldquo;Ay le Gule&rdquo; deyi\u015flerini&#8230; Sen ve Sultan Yolda\u015f \u015fimdi &ccedil;ekip geliverseniz! Yine bir ske&ccedil;le canland\u0131rsak ya\u015famdaki komik hallerimizi. \u015eu b&uuml;y&uuml;l&uuml; ku\u015fla nas\u0131l konu\u015famazsam, seninle de y&uuml;z y&uuml;ze konu\u015famam. Kal\u0131n duvarlar\u0131n, tel &ouml;rg&uuml;lerin &ccedil;evreledi\u011fi \u015fu yerde yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, s\u0131cak g&uuml;l&uuml;\u015flerinizi &ouml;zl&uuml;yorum. &Ccedil;\u0131k\u0131p duvarlar\u0131n &ouml;tesine, kalabal\u0131k sokaklara, insanlar\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015fmak istiyorum. Yine kabullenemedi\u011fim tutsakl\u0131\u011fa isyanlarday\u0131m. Bir tutsa\u011f\u0131n halk\u0131n\u0131n i&ccedil;ine kar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131, s&ouml;yle\u015fisi de yaz\u0131larla ba\u015flar. Sonu&ccedil;ta ben de genci, ya\u015fl\u0131s\u0131, kad\u0131n\u0131, erke\u011fiyle sohbete tutu\u015fmak i&ccedil;in yaz\u0131yorum. <\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Bu diyalogla ortak &ouml;zlemlerimizin hepsini anlatmak &ccedil;ok g&uuml;&ccedil;. &Ccedil;abam ise seni yaln\u0131zca anlatmak de\u011fil, anlamak. Her kahraman\u0131n iyi anlat\u0131m\u0131 kendisinin ger&ccedil;ekle\u015ftirdi\u011fine inan\u0131yorum. Bizler tan\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 aktar\u0131r\u0131z. Kavray\u0131\u015f s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131z &ccedil;er&ccedil;evesinde bir anlat\u0131m\u0131 ger&ccedil;ekle\u015ftiririz. Anlatamamak kayg\u0131s\u0131 i&ccedil;imi ezse de yola &ccedil;\u0131kt\u0131m bir kere. Co\u015fkunuzla g&uuml;ller ta\u015f\u0131yorum menzile. &Ouml;zg&uuml;rl&uuml;\u011f&uuml;n b&uuml;y&uuml;l&uuml; nehrinde kula&ccedil; atmak, halklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kurtulu\u015fu i&ccedil;in ya\u015fayan ve kavga veren birisi olarak ya\u015famak ne g&uuml;zel! Uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n elin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndaki ma\u011frur ifade hala y&uuml;re\u011fimde sakl\u0131. Sizlerle ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131yor geceme. &ldquo;Newroz P&icirc;roz be&rdquo; diyen sesinle ayd\u0131nlan\u0131yor sabahlar\u0131m. Ve senin a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 dolu dolu ya\u015f\u0131yorum&#8230;<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Sevgili Sema, d&uuml;n bir yolda\u015f\u0131ma &ldquo;Sema Hevali anlatmak isteseydin ne yazard\u0131n&rdquo; dedi\u011fimde, bulutlu g&ouml;ky&uuml;z&uuml;ne derin derin bakt\u0131. &ldquo;O ele\u015ftirileriyle yolda\u015flar\u0131na yard\u0131mc\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 bilen, insan\u0131n ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 y&uuml;re\u011finde hisseden &ouml;rg&uuml;t&ccedil;&uuml; bir arkada\u015ft\u0131. Bana en &ccedil;ok yard\u0131m eden yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131&rdquo; dedi. Seni anlatmak i&ccedil;in daha fazla s&ouml;ze ne gerek var?<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Sevgili yolda\u015f\u0131m aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131lal\u0131 alt\u0131 y\u0131l oluyor. Tasfiyecili\u011fin de\u011ferlerimizi nas\u0131l &ccedil;ar&ccedil;ur etti\u011fi ortada. Sana olumsuzluklar\u0131 b&ouml;yle bir g&uuml;nde anlatmak istemiyorum. G&uuml;zel ve umut dolu \u015feylerden s&ouml;z etmek istiyorum. Halk\u0131m\u0131z Mazlumlar\u0131n yolundan y&uuml;r&uuml;y&uuml;p Newrozlarda aya\u011fa kalkacakt\u0131r. Senin bedenindeki yaralara neden s&ouml;m&uuml;rgecilerin ve emperyalistlerin isimlerini verdi\u011fin kavran\u0131lacakt\u0131r.<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">Bence &ouml;nemli olan do\u011frulardan g&uuml;&ccedil; almas\u0131n\u0131, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 takip etmesini bilmektir. Bak, d\u0131\u015far\u0131da bahar kokusu var. O gizemli ku\u015f g&uuml;zellikleri m&uuml;jdeliyor. Sen yine bir demet da\u011f lalesi ile kar\u015f\u0131mdas\u0131n. G&uuml;zel y&uuml;z&uuml;n, &ccedil;ocuksu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla her yerdesin. &Ouml;zg&uuml;r na\u011fmelerle tutu\u015fuyor y&uuml;rekler. Bak, Newroz ate\u015fleri yan\u0131yor d&ouml;rt bir yanda. Senin t&uuml;rk&uuml;ne kat\u0131yoruz sesimizi. Gece karanl\u0131k. O g&uuml;zel ku\u015f &ouml;tmeye devam ediyor&#8230;<\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\">6 Mart 2004 <\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n        <div class=\"booster-block booster-reactions-block\">\n            <div class=\"twp-reactions-icons\">\n                \n                <div class=\"twp-reacts-wrap\">\n                    <a react-data=\"be-react-1\" post-id=\"31\" class=\"be-face-icons un-reacted\" href=\"javascript:void(0)\">\n                        <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-content\/plugins\/booster-extension\/\/assets\/icon\/happy.svg\" alt=\"Happy\">\n                    <\/a>\n                    <div class=\"twp-reaction-title\">\n                        Happy                    <\/div>\n                    <div class=\"twp-count-percent\">\n                                                    <span style=\"display: none;\" class=\"twp-react-count\">0<\/span>\n                        \n                       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Havada leylak kokusu var. Pencereyi a&ccedil;t\u0131m. Uzak kentin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g&ouml;ky&uuml;z&uuml;nde arad\u0131m. Ama g&ouml;ky&uuml;z&uuml; karanl\u0131kt\u0131. Oysa Mart ay\u0131nda y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 olmal\u0131yd\u0131. U&ccedil;suz bucaks\u0131z sevdam\u0131zda arad\u0131m bizim y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Ve sizleri d&uuml;\u015f&uuml;nd&uuml;m. Kahramanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_gspb_post_css":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-en-son"],"blocksy_meta":[],"brizy_media":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mcanyuce.net\/eski\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}